rotting in process
i soooooooooo borrrrring
help anyone!!!!!!!!!!!!
all i can hear is
"'ni bu hui ai
wo de ai wo ming bai"'
'"wo bu hui ai ni de ai
suo shang hai'"
somehow tis few words keep flowing in my head
and the whole song
i just keep repeating and repeating
i wan go somewhere now
so my mind will be clear
and tat is la la land
but is still early leh
sigh sigh sigh
rubbish post don have to read all
just wanted to write something out

today ham ham pass away le
yesterday he was struggling
so maybe it is the best way
i remember a month back
he was a bit fat and super active
he will always bit the ladder that leads him up
and cause alot of noise
and all the biting cause the ladder to drop
so whether he wanted to go up
he has to climb up
but just a few days earlier
he has no strength to climb up anymore
and yesterday is the worst for him
he can't even eat and walking even one step is a struggle to him
but he is the longest hamster i ever had
so i will always remember him

just feel like posting somehow
i know one thing
i will be having depression
if i continue listening to 够爱 and 泪了
but i just can't stop
i will be crazy if 終極三國 is not upload
cause i too addict to it le
i will be bankrupt
if i don find a job soon

and last BIG BIG problem
i having xiang si bing le
i miss those days playing poker with C,M and V
i miss laughing in class with them
i miss the days in class
holiday has gone one month plus le
sometimes i just hate holiday
it make me think alot alot more
so i need A JOB
to lessen my problem

it been long long time since i post
holiday is here long long ago
and i stayed home for long long period also
only one word can can explain how i feel
BORING!!!!!!!
JOB JOB JOB
i been thinking since holiday started
CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS
is in my mind too
N LEVEL RESULT
is bothering me too
and i hate it
i told myself not to think but i just help it
sometimes i just wish i am a rabbit
seeing my dearest rabbit sleeping eating jumping around
seem so happy
i just wish i am a rabbit
and tis post seem so colourful
sigh* wish my life is as colourful as tis
cause i sick of staying in black and white

是我想太多我也這樣說

i thinking too much le

u don feel the same way like i do

i tired....i really tired

it time to end everything now

i really have no energy to continue le

ending is the best way out of my torture

and i addicted to one song

ALWAYS ONLINE BY JJ LIN

NICE SING LISTEN TO IT

SUNDAY
went out with ah di , li ling and wendy
went suntec,marina squarethen esplanade
walk until leg pain lor
but alot of fun lah
MONDAY
went ECP with Christie,meixuan and vivian
but raining there4
need to shorten time there
but nvm we go there other day (:
there good about having friends
going out to enjoy(:
have good time together(:
and kept as memories

today is the last day for N level
on the way home i was thinking
"did i study very hard for N level"
the answer to this question is nope
so no matter what turns out it all
i accept it cause it my fault for not studying for it
so sec 5 is a BIG no no for me
and graduation is just weeks away
i ask myself "will you miss school"
and the answer is YES i will miss school
no matter how i hated this school
i will still miss school like how i always miss my primary school life
and on on and on having this thoughts and question all the while
so finally i decided not to think anymore
so i SLPET
and i relize something
we been in the same school/class for many years
u changed/i changed
suddenly think of not having u in my school/class anymore
make me want all this things to stop
but life goes on

yanjun is my name
19th may is a unforgetable date for me
I can be real sensitive sometimes
If you hate me, click HERE(:

I adore my family,friends,idols and sunflowers the best =]

I detest people talking behind my back,liars and imitators.

Im wishing for all happniess in my whole life and money to fall from the sky =]

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